Katie couldn’t help but smirk lightly at Bianca’s comment. She loved the way the curly headed brunette looked at her. Katie never really felt sexy, or beautiful for that matter until Bianca came along. She made the girl feel wonderful about herself. Feeling Bianca kiss her back she threaded her hands through the girl’s hair, tugging lightly. The heat was building between them and Katie had completely forgotten they were supposed to be picking out something of Bianca’s for her to wear to the dance. The newly black haired girl felt herself being pulled over to Bianca’s bed and she didn’t resist it one bit. She wanted to get completely lost in the other girl, missing the contact. She let one of her hands rest on Bianca’s bare tan thighs as they continued kissing one another passionately. A light moan escaped from Katie’s lips when Bianca bit her lower lip. Katie’s breathing increased and she looked down at the other girl as she hovered above her. “You only read my mind.” Katie said with a smirk as she left Bianca’s lips begin working on her jaw, everytime her lips touched the skin Katie felt shivers run down her spine. Bianca wasted no time, letting her hands explore underneath Katie’s shirt. She tightened the grip on Bianca’s thigh as she felt the girl begin rubbing her breasts. “We don’t need this anymore.” She said, lifting the guy’s shirt Bianca had lent her and tossing it over to Clare’s side of the room, not caring where it would happen to land. Katie straddled Bianca so one leg was on either side of the girl. She pulled her up so they were both sitting. Katie moved the hair out of Bianca’s face and locked their eyes, taking in the moment. Katie was so happy she felt as though her heart just might explode out of her chest at any moment. “You’re wonderful.” She said quickly before she pressed her lips forcefully against Bianca’s again.
Katie let her hands travel delicately up the back of Bianca’s shirt, tracing small circles on her back before she lifted the tight t shirt off of the curly headed brunette completely. She let her lips crash into Bianca’s kissing her with all the passion she could muster up inside her tiny body. Katie was pretty sure as every day passed that she was falling in love with Bianca, but she dare not say anything. Katie hadn’t really heard of Bianca having a relationship that involved strings until this one, and she worried that if she were to tell the girl how much she was falling that it would scare her away. Katie had just gotten the girl of her dreams under her arm and she wasn’t about to let it slip away. The two of them continued making out for a few more seconds, the passion between them was thick in the air. There was no tentativeness in Katie’s movements as she reached around and unclasped her lacy bra. Katie’s eyes grew wise at Bianca’s beautiful chest. “Mmm you’re so attractive.” She mumbled against the girl’s lips. Katie laid the girl down and began kissing down her neck passionately, her teeth nipping the skin lightly. Katie kissed down to Bianca’s breasts and took a nipple in her mouth, sucking gently she let her teeth graze over the sensitive nub before she turned to focus on the other. “I just want all of you so badly right now.” Katie let out through heavy breaths. Bianca was the most beautiful girl in the world to her, and seeing her in all her naked glory was stirring something inside of Katie. She finished with the other breast and moved her lips back up to Bianca’s kissing her eagerly as she pressed against the girl so their skin was touching.
Bianca’s skin burned under Katie’s touch to her thigh, her thigh tingling and itching for more contact from the girl hovering above her. She felt giddy that she could pull a soft sound out of her girlfriend by merely biting the girl’s plump lip. Bianca smirked when Katie’s grip on her thigh tightened, the brunette’s fingertips tracing along the skin just above her girlfriend’s bra. Her eyes widened when the black haired girl took her shirt off, Bianca’s face glowing with excitement and desire for the other girl. The curly haired girl could already feel knots starting to form in her stomach as her girlfriend straddled her waist, Bee’s hands moving to gently grip the girl’s hips. Bianca’s eyebrows rose when Katie pulled her up so she was sitting, the perfect girl still straddling her so they were close enough where Bianca could feel Katie’s heat emanating off of her. The curly haired girl’s fingertips gently traced up her girlfriend’s sides as she smiled gently, staring into the other girl’s eyes and feeling herself getting lost, “You’re amazing, Mats.” Bianca moaned softly against Katie’s forceful kiss, her fingers curling around both sides of the girl and gripping her tightly as she pressed herself against Katie. Her whole body shivered in her girlfriend’s arms as the other girl’s hands slid up Bee’s back, causing a whimper to be muffled against Katie’s lips before air rushed around the brunette and she found her shirt falling to the floor. The black haired girl’s lips were back on Bianca’s, the dancer’s hands moving up Katie’s body till they rested on her ribcage, her thumbs gently rubbing the skin just below her bra. The curly haired girl felt new things flowing through her, for once feeling like she had to take care of the girl in her arms and not just please her because that’s what she was suppose to do. This was a relationship and Bianca was getting used to the new things that came along with having a girlfriend, which was very different from having a boyfriend, even though her boyfriend’s had all been crap and meaningless to her. Katie was a new experience and Bianca’s heart was pounding with excited fear.
Their kiss grew more and more heated as it continued, Bianca’s need for the girl growing stronger in the pit of her stomach. Before she knew it, the black haired girl was working Bee’s bra off, slipping it off her body and letting her breasts spill out freely. Bianca swallowed thickly as Katie’s gaze on her body caused her to become hot, but her words threw any fear Bee had out the window, a smirk appearing on her lips, “Thanks, baby.” She giggled as she was laid back on her bed, Katie still hovering over her as Bee’s hands moved to slowly roam Katie’s bare back. Bianca’s fingers gently curled into the other girl’s skin when she felt the lust filled kisses on her neck from Katie, the girl nipping at her skin. Her body tensed slightly as she felt a warm sensation start to grow between her thighs, a tremor rocking her body as a soft moan floated from between her smeared lips. The other girl made her way to Bianca’s breast and took her nipple in her mouth, a gasp leaving Bee as her back slightly arched from the new pleasurable sensation. Her girlfriend’s mouth moved to her other nipple and Bianca’s hand moved to stroke the girl’s hair as she shivered underneath Katie. A light whimper fell from Bianca’s parted lips, “Katie, you can have all of me… I want you, too.” She breathed out as her heart slammed into her chest like it could beat even faster over the girl she was falling head over heels for. As Katie made her way back up to Bianca’s face, their eyes met for a moment before their lips were attacking the other once again. The dancer almost couldn’t contain herself when Katie pressed her body down against Bianca’s, the skin on skin contact like lighting a fire inside of Bee. Her hands slipped up her girlfriend’s back and quickly unclasped the girl’s bra, slipping it off and through it to the side. Bianca pressed herself up into Katie, brushing their breasts together as her lips roughly moved against her girlfriend’s lips. The brunette’s hands moved to push Katie away slightly, only so Bianca’s hands could move to the girl’s breasts and gently fondle them. Breaking the kiss, she looked up into her girlfriend’s eyes as she continued to softly squeeze at her breasts, “You’re so beautiful, Katie Matlin. And I don’t just want you right now. I need you, baby.” Bianca felt odd and out of place saying that, but her heart was screaming it and she finally felt like she was equal in a relationship rather than being lower than the other person. She could want and feel just as much as Katie could want and feel and that was probably the best feeling ever.
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Katie smiled brightly, pleased that Bianca had agreed to go along with the whole idea. “Tonight, please. After you explained to me what you wear to bed I’m not sure how much longer I can wait.” Katie said in a sultry voice, but couldn’t hide the eruption of giggles that followed. Katie wasn’t one to be sexy, but she tried. It was much easier for Bianca, someone who simply oozed sex appeal. Katie was more of the ‘cute’ type. It made her heart flutter and slam against her ribcage like it was trying to escape when she heard that the girl would fight for her. Katie had constantly gone through cycles of self hate regarding her sexuality and her overall feeling of not belonging. But here was the most amazing girl in the world saying she’d fight for her. That she wasn’t going anywhere. The sincerity in her voice told Katie that Bianca was being honest. There was nothing else she could want, except maybe being recruited for the national team or graduating as valedictorian. But Katie’s heart was alright, for the first time. It felt full. She was safe. “Who knew my hopeless crush would turn into the only person who’s ever been willing to fight for me?” Katie asked in a sweet voice, an eyebrow lifted. She reached over and squeezed Bianca’s side for a moment, craving some kind of contact but there was only so much they could do with all the hair dye that was present. A smile was playing on the co-president’s lips. Katie noticed the roll of Bianca’s eyes and she shrugged. “Sorry pretty lady, when presidency calls… well you know. But I can get Holly J to take over everything after a while. She doesn’t have to sneak off with Fiona or anything so I’m sure she’ll cover the floor. Besides, Degrassi only did have one president until now.” Katie said with a sigh, pleased that they’d manage to work around her responsibilities and get some alone time.
Katie felt terrible for even bringing the subject up to Bianca, considering it was barely her problem to deal with. Katie couldn’t help but wish the two of them lived in a perfect world where Bianca would feel comfortable enough to be herself. Katie knew the only reason she had even considered the idea was because of what Holly J had done, but in reality she was not that strong. She was still harboring a pill dependency and she had the past of an eating disorder. There were things that Bianca had to learn about her, things that may end up pushing her away. She didn’t want to lose Bianca, and if she realized Katie was a little bit of a handful she may not stay around. Despite the type A life Katie lead, she still had trouble believing she was good enough for the seemingly perfect girl sitting in front of her with comfort in her eyes. Looking into the beautiful girl’s brown eyes, her own strewn with fear and tentativeness. There was no way in the world she could ever ask Bianca to come out with her, considering Katie was less tough than the brave face she put on after Holly J had come out. She was no where near as strong. Bianca had made it very clear she wasn’t ready, and Katie was going to leave it at that. Katie even considered waiting for someone to out her, instead of having to walk out of the closet all on her own. “I’m not ready either I just.. .thought I was. I’m battling in my head you know, one side says do it, the other says not to. I’m not nearly as strong as I led myself to believe and after thinking about it for a second, I’m not ready.” Katie said honestly, not letting go of the other girl’s hand. She got a slightly churning feeling in her stomach when Bianca mentioned her getting a fake boyfriend, shaking her head on impulse. Katie knew she had brought the idea up in the first place but it still made her slightly uncomfortable. The thought of anyone holding the girl in the way she did upset Katie. Unfortunately unlike Bianca, she was one for jealousy. “That wouldn’t work, because you’d have to tell them it’s fake, ergo you’d have to come out to someone other than me…” Katie’s words trailed off as the timer went off and Bianca prepared to wash her hair out. “Besides anyone else being all couple-y with you makes me a little sick to be honest, sorry.” She said quickly, while Bianca continued the process of the hair dye. “Just forget I said anything, okay? But it’s good to know I can talk to you.” She said with a sweet smile.
The anticipation was killing Katie, she just wanted to see the results, but not until the whole process was finished. Bianca washed her hair out in silence, the scent of hair dye filling the bathroom and refusing to subside until she brought out the shampoo. “Mmm that feels nice.” Katie said as Bianca’s fingers worked through her scalp. Bianca sat her up after it was done. “Fineeeee.” Katie said, the anticipation continuing to consume her. “I really want to see it. You’re lucky I let you do this, me being a perfectionist and all.” Katie said with a wink, before recently she didn’t know Bianca was one for doing hair, but she trusted her girlfriend. Bianca snipped away at her hair, putting bangs in the front to add an extra edge. Within minutes the transformation was finally complete, blow-dried and all. Bianca spoke and Katie bit her lip nervously, quickly spinning herself to see the end result. Katie’s lips parted and she left her mouth agape for a moment while she took in her new look. The cut was perfect, and the dark colour brought out the blue in her eyes. The bangs did something for her bone structure and Katie barely recognized herself in the mirror. She stood up and turned around, pulling the girl by the hand towards her. “Wow, you did an amazing job, thank you so much love.” She said in a sweet voice while her fingers snaked around Bianca’s sides. She pressed her lips against the curly headed brunette’s and kissed her passionately, her hands trailing down her sides and landing on her hips. “Finally.” Katie whispered against Bianca’s lips.
A smile crept up onto Bianca’s lips when Katie suggested a sleepover tonight, already looking forward to the night ahead of the two girls, “Tonight it is. I’ll text Clare some kind of lie.” Bianca got her cell phone out and began typing away, sending Clare a text: Hey Clare. I think Katie got me sick, so we thought it’d be best if maybe you stayed in her room and she stays in ours? Just in case, we don’t want to get anyone else sick. I’ll get you a bag of clothes and whatever you need for the night and give it to Paige, Katie’s roommate. No need to worry! Bianca sent the text with a satisfied smile on her lips as she looked back up at her girlfriend, “Done and done.” She gave the other girl a wink, giggling a little and feeling butterflies in her stomach as she thought of the night ahead of them. Bianca’s head turned to look at Katie, her eyebrows rising as a curious look crossed her face, “Anyone who’s been lucky to have you should’ve fought for you, Mats. You deserve that.” Feeling all too serious, she laughed to herself and looked away quickly. Bianca smiled gently as Katie reached out and squeezed the brunette’s side, making her crave more contact. The curly haired girl made sure Katie couldn’t see her when she frowned, wishing they didn’t have to sneak off just to be together, but at least Katie wanted to be with her, that’s all that mattered.
Looking at her conflicted girlfriend, Bianca only wished she could make things better and easier, make the world see both of them as they were and accept them, but that wasn’t going to happen anytime soon. The brunette squeezed Katie’s hand, “You’re not ready, you’re not ready. I have a feeling you’ll just know in your heart when the time is right. You are so strong. You’re strong for putting your heart on the line with me and getting through this. Just be happy that we have each other, everything will fall into place eventually. Give it time, we’re just getting started, Mats.” She gave the girl an encouraging smile, bringing her hand to her lips and kissing it, just wanting things to be okay for both of them. The curly haired girl sighed at the black haired girl’s words, rolling her eyes, “It was just a suggestion. I’m going to come out to more people, once I’m comfortable.” Eyeing the other girl, she smirked and shook her head, noticing the jealousy, “Katie, calm down. Even if I did have a fake boyfriend, I wouldn’t want him. You’re all I want.” Even though Bianca wasn’t big on saying things lovey like that, she felt she had to to reassure the other girl and make her feel better. With a sigh, the dancer caved, “Alright, I’ll forget it. Conversation over.” She held up her hands, showing she was done with the conversation because Katie wanted to be.
The tan dancer bit her lip as she washed Katie’s hair and heard her words, for some reason she sounded sexy to Bianca when she told her that it felt good. Bianca liked making Katie feel good, even if that was just because she was massaging shampoo into the other girl’s hair. The brunette rolled her eyes at Katie’s comment on being a perfectionist, since Bianca seemed to always convince the girl to do things she normally wouldn’t and it was kind of exciting. Bianca watched her girlfriend turn around and saw the look on her face, overly happy seeing how happy her girl looked. She giggled as Katie pulled her closer by her hand, tilting her head to the side, “You’re welcome.. And you’re hot.” The curly haired girl licked her lips as Katie’s hands slipped around her and Bianca followed suit by wrapping her arms around Katie’s neck. Bianca kissed Katie back with intensity, having craved the other girls lips so badly it almost hurt. She shivered under Katie’s touch as the black haired girl’s hands came to rest on Bianca’s hips. Her giggle became muffled against Katie’s lips at the girls word, walking backwards and pulling her girlfriend with her. The dancer moved towards her bed and fell back on it, pulling Katie on top of her, all the while their lips never once broke from a heated kiss. Bianca’s fingers threaded through Katie’s hair as she bit down on the other girl’s bottom lip and pulled back, letting it slip from between her teeth. Her heart was slamming against her chest as she looked up at the girl, “We can pick an outfit out later, right? Cause I really want you right now.” Bianca smirked devilishly before her lips pressed open mouthed kisses to the black haired girl’s jaw, kissing across it and down her neck. As she sucked gently on Katie’s neck, she slipped her hands under Katie’s shirt and slid them up the girl’s body, moving them over her breasts and squeezing them through her bra. Bianca had been craving her so badly that she couldn’t stop herself now and loved feeling her girlfriend’s weight on top of her, the heat of the moment making them feel like the only two people in the world.
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